elizabeth regina. most people call me beth or bethy. 18. pretty screwed up, but then again, what teenager isnt? i will talk your ear off. sorry if that gets annoying. i try really hard not to judge people because i pretty much love everyone. i love summer. i would be nothing without theatre, acting, and singing. embarrassing but i want to be on broadway someday. ask me whatever your heart desires.
i haven’t even graduated yet and im sad. i can’t believe it but im actually gonna miss high school. i probably won’t miss everyone in my class, but i will definitely miss the majority. i’m gonna miss the craziness of our “class clowns,” im gonna miss marian masques, im gonna miss MTS, i’m gonna miss laughing my ass off with bongo. this whole year, when the work was tough, or the people were rude i would say “can high school just be over already?” in bad times high school seemed to drag on forever. whether it was not being able to understand physics or people being bitches, i felt like i was trapped, dying to get out. i was so focused on the bad things that i never really stopped and actually appreciated the good times i had. im still in a complete state of shock. as i was cleaning my room i came across my uniform and i just thought to myself, i will never wear this on vma’s campus again… it made me sick. thought i’ve had some bad, some terrible, and some HORRENDOUS times at villa, im gonna miss it. i actually love my class, even though there are some people i could live without. but then again, without them, our class isnt whole. without those bad people tearing me down, i never wouldve learned how to build myself up. i am gonna miss my class and villa in general so much. i cannot believe its over. all i know is that i am gonna enjoy every moment in college. every 20 page paper, every stich of hw, every impossible test. instead of asking God why he does this to me, i’m gonna say something else. “thank you.”
a while ago i took a survey that had a bunch of phrases on it and you had to cross off the ones that pertained to you. i crossed off “i am hiding something from the world.” that something i was hiding finally came out today. i felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders and im not saying im like “woo yaya im happy” cause i’d be lying, im just so relieved. the support i got was amazing. to those to helped me in any way possible, please know: i love you.
praise the Lord hallelujah
i’m actually PISSED that she a) messed up and b) didnt sing “my man”
(Source: disasteralboys, via fuckyeahglee)
though i am 110% team karen, this song is amazing. i cry everytime i listen